We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Pratfall

by Jackie Cohen

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $11 USD  or more

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Includes unlimited streaming of Pratfall via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 14 days

      $25 USD or more 

     

1.
Two Days 04:03
you said your love was constant you said you’d be the same you said you’d love me forever it took you two days to change O you said, “show me the dance,” & i said, “okay, but - you must remain open minded, or you may not feel the same.” to the weak it may appear as a dance of war & of course he saw war you said your love was constant you said you’d be the same you said you’d love me forever it took you two days to change it took you two days to change it took you two days to change it took you two days to change O you think you’re some kind of God the way you move around but i know what you really are you’re just a transient fuckboi clown O you said “show me the dance,” & of course you saw war you said your love was constant but you’re not constant anymore you said, “show me again,” you’d said you’d slay my name you said you’d stay the same it took you two days to change it took you two days to change it took you two days to change it took you two days to change why did you say my name so gently like smoldering flame all you wanna do with you life is cause me pain it seems ah ha ah ha ah ha ow
2.
take the Christ figurine & take the plates it reeks of you & me in this whole place don’t wanna feel any little eyes cryin’ for their daughter-in-law’s dead little diamond if you can take it, then i can take it i can shake dry intuition & unchecked violence & lucky number 9 suddenly it’s not so prudent to bank on a dream you still wear my things take the Christ figurine & take the plates it’s hard to say whose hands are dirtier these days don’t wanna feel any little eyes on me well, there’s much to be seen that will haunt me if you can take it, then i can take it i can play nice duckin’ sallies in the uncanny valley with an armful of edelweiss suddenly it’s not so prudent to bathe in rose honey truth be told, i long for longing if you can take it, i think i can take it if you can take it, i think i can take it thumbprints on the glasses your rorschach face in the ashes you’re a bird of paradise deliver your coup de grâce nicely
3.
The Valley 06:13
i’m just another third generation San Fernando Valley Beth Shalom kid North Hills mother Boyle Heights father chose each other chose Reseda Blvd moved to the suburbs can’t choose your daughters they grow like wild tomatoes straighten their teeth & fix their noses O I’m just another family business used car lot princess & i know you never leave the valley you know you never you never leave the sun glints on a noble blade (!) laid to rest in balboa lake (!) the sunset smog looks so sweet from my car (!) the sky is never blue here & the girls? always are they always are i tried to get out new york city sent me home hay-made no one there misses me i feel so silly should flee the country held down by my own hand the whole thing makes me dizzy “you’ve got gloom goggles,” my mother boggles she says i’m paranoid, “Jack, not much happens on South Saticoy” but Jesus Mary, Mama! that’s what scares me - don’t you know? O i know you know you never leave the valley you know you never you never leave the sun glints on a noble blade (!) laid to rest in balboa lake (!) the sunset smog looks so sweet from my car (!) the sky is never blue here & the girls? they don’t get too far they don’t get too far O no they don’t i won’t
4.
Pratfall 04:53
all i ever wanted all i ever needed i have in halves never whole never whole i have you in halves that’s all i abstained from religion indulged in dull affection O i bled thru my defenses what i don’t know what you won’t confess in time will deliquesce i suppose send regrets for diminishing returns and banish desire in a letter to burn where did you learn to be so cold? emotional defector ah, write a letter to burn ah, write a letter to burn i recall you all a’tremble looking oddly assembled when push comes to shove i’ll live check to check on your love & i feel no pain at all i taught myself how to pratfall & i’ll land with my hands up Oo, gymnastic! send regrets for diminishing returns & banish desire in a letter to burn where did you learn to be so cold? i thought i knew you better ah, write a letter to burn ah, write a letter to burn (Oo woo-hoo woo-hoo hm ah…)
5.
Ghost Story 02:57
we rubbed our elbows raw we placed phone calls i’m no genius, but i know when Rome falls said, “strike while it’s hot” said, “i know i’m gettin’ burned here, & if you never return, dear, well, at least there’s alcohol” on the bench by the bondage bar he sips his flask & keeps an eye for cop cars with his head thrown back he tells me i’m the best ghost story he’s ever had those little polish shops the families & their dogs there’s so much goin’ right here why’s it feel so wrong? he says, “you never stop to consider you own nature” he tells me i’m a teacher i tell him he’s a fraud on the bench by the bondage bar he sips his flask & keeps an eye out for cop cars with his head thrown back he tells me i’m the best ghost story he’s ever had we rubbed our elbows raw we placed phone calls i’m no genius
6.
Moonstruck 03:46
you must have a lot of time on your hands if you’re hangin’ out with me at my wit’s end i know the Tristan/ Isolde thing is gettin’ real tirin’ (uh-huh) but if you got nowhere better to be i’d be delighted O i’d be delighted you must be a new american man (oh) if you’re takin’ more than you give & you still can’t stand (oh) well, i’ve had some trouble stickin’ my landin’ (uh-huh) so if you need someone to understand you i understand O i understand get the knife get the knife get the big knife get the knife get the knife get the big knife we have had our own tough times & i get that (oh, i do) long nights screamin’ our heads off turnin’ our sails black (turn back to you) maybe i’m just moonstruck & thinkin’ short-sighted but if you feel like pushing our luck get the knife get the knife get the big knife get the the knife get the knife get the big knife (a comet arrives) (& i survived) (but you died)
7.
Dire Love 03:41
don’t you realize? this is the game the argument dead ends before you let me explain the doorbell cracks on impact parodying the ways we slam ourselves around it’s not broken but i’m seein’ all the weak spots now & Michael’s sleepin’ on a yoga mat in the backroom with a friend he met at CMJ after the Sailor Jerry showcase someone should get held tonight let ‘em stay and if they hear me cry-in’ it’s okay in dire love exhilara you’re burnin’ your candle at both ends i’m a flood & you’re above it leave me weepy over light bulbs again why don’t i just go & screw myself in? don’t you realize? this is the game you’re a natural winner you treat me like i’m insane my hand’s on your shoulder so you don’t get killed when we cross that road did you think we’d never get there we’d just go around? (i keep thinkin’ of) & i keep thinking of mean things you said (two quarters short) two quarters short at the laundry again spin me out & tumble down (never) O you’ll never come clean i could say some things but i won’t until you say you don’t want me to stay in dire love exhilira you’re whip smart but like to pretend that you don’t know how lonely (la la la la) it gets when all your lights are going dim remember when you used to let me win? why don’t i just go & screw myself in? don’t you realize? don’t you realize? don’t you realize? please realize
8.
this man is made of ego & shame envy, money, & pride linen sheets & cheap hotel wine hold me over thru the long night you don’t know how to say sorry you just take as you please you leave nothing for me thought’d i’d be lost without you, dear i’d be lost without fear i’d be lost without fear i don’t know how to get home from here you said you’d keep me outta trouble but the trouble keeps comin’ & i’ve quit runnin’ or waiting for my knight to appear i’d be lost without fear all of our promises just disappeared you used to love bein’ my compass you’d never leave me loveless now i’m heart-racin’ my way outta here i’d be lost without fear [ENTER GOAT GOD] (linen sheets and cheap hotel wine) i’d be lost without fear i feel like calling out but you can’t hear me i guess i think it’s kinda funny that you’d hit & run me never took you for a coward with a hero’s veneer i’d be lost without fear i don’t know how to get home from here i wanna show you that i’m stronger but it’s takin’ me longer than expected to go totally clear i’d be lost without -
9.
Some Days 03:21
if i use my eyes i might recognize a bridge that’s been burnt better swish with salt water couldn’t bite my tongue harder if i liked when it hurt howled & cried each time i realized i’d let you down it’s been years since you gave my job to someone else some days you’d bring me roses & some days baby’s breath i’d wait until the perfectly wrong moment & you’d go away some days (some days) some days i could try something new wear a lilac suit keep secrets from you & when i see you again you may want to re-friend me comes in waves & fades away & then i fall took some years for me to see that i’m no Eve at all some days you’d bring me roses & some days a baby’s breath i’d wait until the perfectly wrong moment & you’d go away some days (some days) some days (some days) some
10.
Extra Credit 04:56
counting my grief at the fountain green meaning’s just for me & ashbery hoping you’ll be here not holding my breath i’ll make the effort you cue the string section extra credit make it up after the fact extra credit you’re smarter than you act causing a scene at the Frick museum the crowd gets real quiet before a beheading remember the Devil closes his deals i’ll aid & abet you just make sure i regret it extra credit you are satisfied with what you can steal extra credit i know you don’t care how i feel teach me a lesson before Saturn returns take your time make it hurt last one to sleep has the longest night do you think the moon thinks it’s making its own light? extra credit make it up after the fact extra credit you’re smarter than you act extra credit you’re a life guard after i’m drowned extra credit you get off on running the clock out extra credit someday you will make it alright extra credit at least you had a hell of a time how will you make it alright? O, good luck sleeping at night
11.
scraps of love i can’t get enough & god protects only fools & drunks i want to believe everything you say to me but i know you lie & i would never hurt you though i could have many times i am still your friend you’re not a friend of mine (french singing)

about

One evening in early summer 2020, Jackie Cohen found herself sitting alone at the side of a pool at a stranger’s home in a small town on the East Coast, an oil lamp flickering at her side. Befitting the shimmering water at her feet, Cohen found herself reflecting. “I was in the middle of this horrible personal crisis, and for the first time in my life I just asked the universe for a sign, some signal that everything was going to be okay,” Cohen says. At that very moment, a large white moth bolted across her eye-line and directly into the open flame of the oil lamp. “He just dive-bombed, self-immolated,” Cohen says, still in chuckling disbelief years later. “That was my message.” From that point forward, Cohen decided the only way forward was to succumb to the crisis, to relax into it instead of fighting, to find beauty even in the flame—an approach that fuels her sublime new album, Pratfall, due September 23rd via Earth Libraries.

Prior to that transformative poolside evening, Cohen had spent a year touring in support of her sophomore release, Zagg, a record dotted through with poetic witticisms and daubed in strings and horns—a gritty pocket of the sun-stained California mystic continuum somewhere between Nilsson Schmilsson and Have One on Me. While she’d been writing songs for the eventual followup on the road, it took that winged messenger to crack open the new world Cohen aimed to explore. Before the moth, Cohen had been focused on Meryl Streep, a master of the pratfall. “When you see it, you gasp and hold your breath because it's so violent that you worry it's real. You want to look away but you can't, not until she gets up,” Cohen says. “And when she does finally jump up and say ‘tah-da,’ you're so relieved that it was all just a bit that you burst out laughing.” Cohen knew her album would embody that anxious, unbelievable, uncomfortable interim where the pain of the fall and the magic of the rise each hold equal potential yet to be realized.

On Pratfall, Cohen renders both extremes of that range of experience in warm, inviting indie pop. A prime example comes in lead single “Moonstruck”, a Fleetwood Mac-esque wash of acoustics, thundering tom-toms, and sepia piano. “I’ve had some trouble sticking my landing/ So if you need someone to understand you, I understand,” she breathes, before the song churns through pained urges. “Get the knife,” she repeats, spinning electric guitar surrounding the listener like the eye of the storm. Like the Ten of Swords in a tarot deck, pinned down by a plethora of blades, Cohen found herself stuck in a present of sharp edges, a moment left behind before the lessons and rebirth. “People so desperately want to gloss over these in-between moments because they're mortal and uncomfortable, full of uncertainty and helplessness,” Cohen says. “But we have to sit with the ruins, be shredded apart for a second as we gather and take stock of what remains.”

Because of the record’s pandemic origins, Cohen was only aided in studio by two collaborators: her husband, producerJonathan Rado, and engineer Rias Reed. “We were a tight pod,” she laughs. The three musicians holed up at Sonora Recorders in Los Angeles, tapping into the studio’s vaulted ceilings and haunted feeling to amplify Cohen’s widescreen songwriting. "Elliott Smith recorded some stuff there,” she says, “and it always seemed like there was a ghost banging around in there, turning lights on and off.”

In addition to its pedigree, Sonora Recorders was also just a 30-minute drive from the San Fernando Valley where Cohen and Rado had grown up. Paying tribute to that upbringing, “The Valley” acts as the record’s second single, a slice of golden Americana and the most autobiographical song in Cohen’s catalog. Surrounded by sterling strings and propulsive percussion, Cohen’s vocals have never sounded more focused. “Don’t you know/ No I know you know/ You never leave the valley,” she soars, that certainty at once a promise and a threat, as the six-minute epic unravels.

In addition to studio hauntings and their childhood glowing in the rearview, Cohen and Rado steeped themselves in films from the past few decades while recording . “There was always a movie playing,” Rado recalls. “We got stuck on Vanilla Sky and Eternal Sunshine for a long time, and they're both about changing memories, with a lot of movement backwards and forwards."

Third single “Ghost Story” recaptures that self-immolating moth in its self-destruction—as well as Cohen’s perseverance in finding a way to rise up out of her own personal ashes. A tale of hidden flasks, raw elbows, bondage bars, and fraud, the track shows Cohen’s innate ability to parse perfectly sketched short stories in undeniable indie pop glory. “He tells me I’m the best ghost story he’s ever had,” she calls, before the song explodes into a fireworks show of cymbals and needling guitar.

"I didn't want to write a dirge inspired by the darkest moments of my life, I wanted a cathartic moment, to experience the emotion and build from it," Cohen says. "This record is a climax where everything becomes explosive and you can just close your eyes, give in, and dance it off."

credits

released September 22, 2022

written by jackie cohen
produced by jonathan rado
engineered & mixed by rias reed & jonathan rado
mastered by heba kadry
album artwork by @clayconder
album photo by @mludz

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Earth Libraries Birmingham, Alabama

Covering the other-wordly sounds of punk, noise, garage, psych, lofi modern, and the experimental.

Order vinyl, shirts, and more from earthlibraries.com.

Stream on all platforms.

contact / help

Contact Earth Libraries

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Pratfall, you may also like: